Back from the....

I know, I know. I've been inactive and haven't posted in weeks. I just don't have that much time since I'm pretty busy with all the school works I have on my shoulders. Since I am a part of the video production, we've been having meetings and shootings for the MTV and Short Film then I also have our daily practice for the Dance Club which interferes with my VidProd sched. AND I also have academics to worry about especially our project in Filipino.

Pretty hectic but it's about to be done since Christmas Break is right around the corner! :D

Once again, sorry for being inactive.
- Idelyn. x

PS. You can find me on Tumblr tho, that's like the only website I'm active in since I just reblog and shiz. - pandatoro.tumblr.com

Heartaches, heartbreaks.

Heartaches, heartbreaks. Have you ever experienced being in a relationship, thinking that it was perfect and everything that you wanted but in a blink of an eye, everything went down the hill? You get the feeling that your world's crashing down or you just want to cry yourself to sleep whenever you lock yourself in your room. But the question is, does he/she feel the same way?

It's either someone or something is always going in between and trying to ruin your perfect relationship (panira or hadlang in Tagalog) or the other half just fell out of love. Different reasons, different reactions.

Stolen glances, hidden feelings, and whispering phrases they can't even hear. You feel like someone's trying to ruin your relationship or something is wrong that eventually, you have to give up even if you two still love each other. This is hard especially if you two see each other every single day. It's like a game of hide and seek because the two ex-lovers are always trying to avoid each other but seems to look for them at the same time.

Bets, players, mixed feelings and falling out of love. Needless to say that in this situation, one of them is happy while the other one's breaking down. One of the biggest reasons are players. "Dude, I bet you a hundred bucks if you could get that girl to say yes in a week!" or other shit like that. If you're like this, let me ask you a question. Do you even think about what that person you're betting on if ever gonna feel? This hurts but I personally think that if one of them falls out of love, the person who's still inlove is gonna feel like sht and hopeless. He/she might not eat, just be a loner or cry.

The thing is, if ever you're in this kinds of situation, all you need is a friend, advice, and faith in yourself.

• Cry it out.
• Stay strong.
• Ask a friend.
• Let it all out.
• And most importantly? MOVE ON.

Just remember that someone out there is always by your side. Someone out there would be the one and fulfill your expectations, standards and give you the relationship you want. So don't just mope around, be happy and continue living your life! Show them that you're not affected, you've moved on and stayed strong.

- Idelyn x

P.S. I know, random post. I just felt like it. :)

BLOGLOVIN

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 ^ Finally got one since I can't seem to keep track of all the blogs that I read. Haha!

4teen, no more.

It's the 26th of October which means I turn a year older today! ((old old old loljk)) I'm 15 years old now.

How did I spend my day? Well, I went to CB mall to play at TimeZone (unfortunately, I didn't get to take pictures) then went to Dagupan with le familia~ I bought a new dress from Wearelse. Also went to Robinsons but I didn't get to buy the Seventeen Magazine (one direction people, yes, i am a directioner)

After that short trip, we went home to celebrate. Nothing fancy since I celebrated my birthday in advance the last time we went to MNL.

My grandma baked me a cake.

That was pretty yummy~ I didn't take a lot of pictures [considering the fact that it wasn't a "party" party]

^This is me and my little brother being normal. iguess

Excuse the face, I was talking that time. Hahaha! Cutting the cake~ Overall, this day was great. Uhm, excuse the short post tho, just an update.

- Idelyn xx

The Perks of Being A Wallflower

Uhmm, no, I did not see the movie but I really want to since the book was great! Yea, so I wore this outfit today. Went to church with my parents and little brother. Borrowed a pair of shoes from my mom but unfortunately, she doesn't have any flats that would match the dress so I had to wear heels. I think this was actually a first for me, because I don't usually wear the dress + heels combo whenever there's no occasion/it's not needed.
That's it for this post. Don't forget to Hype + Love + Fan on lookbook!

- Idelyn xx

I'm back. :)

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! - Ermm, yea, sorry about that. This week was such a stressful week for me. I had to finish all of my projects and review for my exams but thankfully, I had finished it all except for my school website as our project in Computer since the codes got deleted because of a stupid virus last night. My case study was also deleted but I just made a new one, but heck, I was so angry that I cried because I worked on the website for almost a month and the case study for hours. I didn't even review for my Chemistry and Research test because of that (and I'll probably fail those).

Erm, yea, just a quick update for you guys. I'll post a look after this too!

- Idelyn x

We're gonna party like it's 3012 tonight.

Outfit for yesterday. Inspired by Miley Cyrus except I didn't tie the button-up around my waist. :)

Went to the mall with my mom and as expected, got some looks from strangers because of what I'm wearing. Since I live in the province, people aren't really that interested in fashion. But if I wore this in MNL, I wouldn't probably get the looks. Aha! But yea, I think I should just get used to it if I want to continue wearing cute outfits like this~

 Anyways, I should get going since I have A LOT of schoolwork waiting for me. Huhu. T__T


 - Idelyn. xxx