Black Orange

Photography - 2012

Part 2 - 2012! :)

- Idelyn x

Photography - Throwback

Some of the stuff that I took the past few years. There's something about photography that make me happy. I only use a Canon PowerShot SD1400 IS but I really really really want a DSLR but sadly, I can't afford it. Aha! So I just wanted to share the pictures. 

- Idelyn. x

Back from the....

I know, I know. I've been inactive and haven't posted in weeks. I just don't have that much time since I'm pretty busy with all the school works I have on my shoulders. Since I am a part of the video production, we've been having meetings and shootings for the MTV and Short Film then I also have our daily practice for the Dance Club which interferes with my VidProd sched. AND I also have academics to worry about especially our project in Filipino.

Pretty hectic but it's about to be done since Christmas Break is right around the corner! :D

Once again, sorry for being inactive.
- Idelyn. x

PS. You can find me on Tumblr tho, that's like the only website I'm active in since I just reblog and shiz. - pandatoro.tumblr.com

Heartaches, heartbreaks.

Heartaches, heartbreaks. Have you ever experienced being in a relationship, thinking that it was perfect and everything that you wanted but in a blink of an eye, everything went down the hill? You get the feeling that your world's crashing down or you just want to cry yourself to sleep whenever you lock yourself in your room. But the question is, does he/she feel the same way?

It's either someone or something is always going in between and trying to ruin your perfect relationship (panira or hadlang in Tagalog) or the other half just fell out of love. Different reasons, different reactions.

Stolen glances, hidden feelings, and whispering phrases they can't even hear. You feel like someone's trying to ruin your relationship or something is wrong that eventually, you have to give up even if you two still love each other. This is hard especially if you two see each other every single day. It's like a game of hide and seek because the two ex-lovers are always trying to avoid each other but seems to look for them at the same time.

Bets, players, mixed feelings and falling out of love. Needless to say that in this situation, one of them is happy while the other one's breaking down. One of the biggest reasons are players. "Dude, I bet you a hundred bucks if you could get that girl to say yes in a week!" or other shit like that. If you're like this, let me ask you a question. Do you even think about what that person you're betting on if ever gonna feel? This hurts but I personally think that if one of them falls out of love, the person who's still inlove is gonna feel like sht and hopeless. He/she might not eat, just be a loner or cry.

The thing is, if ever you're in this kinds of situation, all you need is a friend, advice, and faith in yourself.

• Cry it out.
• Stay strong.
• Ask a friend.
• Let it all out.
• And most importantly? MOVE ON.

Just remember that someone out there is always by your side. Someone out there would be the one and fulfill your expectations, standards and give you the relationship you want. So don't just mope around, be happy and continue living your life! Show them that you're not affected, you've moved on and stayed strong.

- Idelyn x

P.S. I know, random post. I just felt like it. :)

BLOGLOVIN

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 ^ Finally got one since I can't seem to keep track of all the blogs that I read. Haha!

4teen, no more.

It's the 26th of October which means I turn a year older today! ((old old old loljk)) I'm 15 years old now.

How did I spend my day? Well, I went to CB mall to play at TimeZone (unfortunately, I didn't get to take pictures) then went to Dagupan with le familia~ I bought a new dress from Wearelse. Also went to Robinsons but I didn't get to buy the Seventeen Magazine (one direction people, yes, i am a directioner)

After that short trip, we went home to celebrate. Nothing fancy since I celebrated my birthday in advance the last time we went to MNL.

My grandma baked me a cake.

That was pretty yummy~ I didn't take a lot of pictures [considering the fact that it wasn't a "party" party]

^This is me and my little brother being normal. iguess

Excuse the face, I was talking that time. Hahaha! Cutting the cake~ Overall, this day was great. Uhm, excuse the short post tho, just an update.

- Idelyn xx

The Perks of Being A Wallflower

Uhmm, no, I did not see the movie but I really want to since the book was great! Yea, so I wore this outfit today. Went to church with my parents and little brother. Borrowed a pair of shoes from my mom but unfortunately, she doesn't have any flats that would match the dress so I had to wear heels. I think this was actually a first for me, because I don't usually wear the dress + heels combo whenever there's no occasion/it's not needed.
That's it for this post. Don't forget to Hype + Love + Fan on lookbook!

- Idelyn xx

I'm back. :)

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! - Ermm, yea, sorry about that. This week was such a stressful week for me. I had to finish all of my projects and review for my exams but thankfully, I had finished it all except for my school website as our project in Computer since the codes got deleted because of a stupid virus last night. My case study was also deleted but I just made a new one, but heck, I was so angry that I cried because I worked on the website for almost a month and the case study for hours. I didn't even review for my Chemistry and Research test because of that (and I'll probably fail those).

Erm, yea, just a quick update for you guys. I'll post a look after this too!

- Idelyn x

We're gonna party like it's 3012 tonight.

Outfit for yesterday. Inspired by Miley Cyrus except I didn't tie the button-up around my waist. :)

Went to the mall with my mom and as expected, got some looks from strangers because of what I'm wearing. Since I live in the province, people aren't really that interested in fashion. But if I wore this in MNL, I wouldn't probably get the looks. Aha! But yea, I think I should just get used to it if I want to continue wearing cute outfits like this~

 Anyways, I should get going since I have A LOT of schoolwork waiting for me. Huhu. T__T


 - Idelyn. xxx

PUNP: Green University!

So yesterday, we had a clean-up drive which involved all the students at our school. All students were required to wear their white school shirt + jeans to show unity. We had different areas to clean up and I got assigned at a room in the ground floor used by us 3rd year - love students when our AC in the room isn't working. Unfortunately, I didn't get to take a bunch of photos since I was too busy. BAD BLOGGER [Photos later are just grabbed from schoolmates & teachers + some are from my camera which was borrowed by my friend, so credits to them]

So I got paired up with my bestfriends + 3 other classmates. We still had classes in the morning since the program started at 12PM. Our adviser wasn't around because of her review for the board exams which is why our computer teacher, Sir Bryan was the one who took care of our section. We were sent outside since the NSTP students started the program by dancing Oppa Gangnam Style at the parking lot and around the school globe.

Then after their little dance party, we went straight to the events complex for the opening remarks and such. It was so hot and since the bleachers were full of students from the grade school up to the college levels, we were squished together at first. Good thing some students went down and just squatted on the floor.

They did the usual roll-call of the different departments before starting the remarks, Sir Cruz and one of the NSTP heads did a speech about our "Green University". The opening program went on for about an hour. So I think you could guess that some of us students were pretty bored due to the heat and since most of us already know about the ClayGo Policy. Basically, it's the clean as you go rule wherein whenever you see trash scattered, you have to pick it up and throw it properly even if it isn't yours. After that, the students were sent to their respective areas. It was really tiring but fun. I had to climb the windows from the outside with Justine so we could reach the top glass which caused the college students who were cleaning the bulletin boards to look at us and whenever a friend of mine would pass by, they would cheer and say "Go Iidz, you can do it!" or "Careful, you might fall!" It was hard when we needed water since most faucets were occupied and there were many students who were at the firetruck. I must say the we did a pretty good job despite the fact that there were only 7 of us. Other students were assigned upstairs and outside our building which was hard to clean up because it was a total mess. Here are some random photos which I'm just going to dump after this sentence.

Cleaners outside:

MY GROUP:

After cleaning we just spent our time at our room upstairs since all the gates were closed and students weren't allowed to go out of the campus until 5PM. The team upstairs did a great job, our room was so slippery that when you sit on chairs, you have to be careful in order for it not to slide. Played with my classmates and took some photos. I also stayed outside since our aircon wasn't on. Talked to my friends from other sections and I got tickled a lot this day too. Is that weird or.....? We were suppose to have our practice for the event next friday and since I was a member of the student government, I had to take charge of the 2nd year's practice but since we were all pretty tired, we just decided not to. When it was finally 5PM, I went to the mall with friends. (Justine, Elmar, Javerick, Angelyka, Katrina, Renalie and their friend Sam which I didn't get the chance to talk to. :( Aww) We walked all the way from our school to the mall which was a pretty long walk but we didn't stay long since it was getting late. We arrived there at 5:30 and stayed for 10-15 minutes. Pretty useless since we didn't do anything but the bus that I had to take was just infront of the mall so it wasn't that useless. I had to wait for the bus since it was jeeps that were passing by.

I also forgot to get my charger from Kat. Ugh, good thing for laptops. Haha!

Okay, that was pretty much it. I can't wait for next friday. Another event! :)

More photos would be dumped after this sentence.

with Renalie, Paula, Alyssa and Justine!

JASTEN AND I!

Cjoy called me but I saw the camera so I hid my face. Hahaha!

HAGGARD FACE. This was when we took a small break from cleaning. 

Justine being shy but she's really not so.....

Paula, Justine and Alyssa. Vain friends. Hahaha.

- Idelyn xxx

Hair, games, and random moments.

Top - Bench, DIY Shorts, Shoes - Toms

Sunday, the only day that I get as a rest day since I had Saturday classes yesterday yet I spent the day out. Went to SM Rosales with my parents and little brother. Also got my hair trimmed.

Photo before I got my trim. Via Instagram~

 I didn't get that much off since I'm trying to grow my hair but since there are so many split-ends. After the trip to the salon, I went straight to TimeZone with my little brother. I wanted to play PUMP Fiesta (PIU) but there were many players there. Didn't bother to get pictures there since it was pretty crowded. After playing, we ate at McDonalds, once again, it was jam packed. We went back to TimeZone to kill the time since we had to wait for my mom. I went to the Department Store and dayuuuum, there were so many cute and stylish clothes. Too bad I'm broke. :( /le sobs in a corner~

We then went to my grandma's house and my mom got her nails done while I played with my cousins and niece. I was so happy when I saw her since I barely get to see her now because they live in MNL.
Took a lot of photos. Most of the photos were taken by my little bro.  (He was the one who took my OOTD picture too, did I mention that he's only 5? No joke~)

Okay, since there were so many photos, I just picked out a few. I am now going to dump random photos after the period.

My cousin and niece~

Such cuties!

NO PICTURES! HAHAHA

(Photo by my lil bro)

Once again, a photo by my brotha~ (I was fixing my bangs here~)

CUTIE PATOOTIE. :*

Sup bro?

Favorite pair. <3

It was such a nice, cloudy day. :)

- Idelyn x :)